I don't know who I am.

I can't be the same person everyday, but I don't even want to be a different entity.
It's like releasing toxins within the body and consuming its own cells.
It's like questioning about your own existence.
It's like sitting alone in front of the crowd waiting for no one.
It's like a dog looking for a comfortable space around you when you're restless within yourself.

I'm not even sure about the songs I'm playing selectively, voice screaming invisibly are heavier than I ever thought it would be.

I might be waiting for myself to get accustomed to talking about the other side.
But I don't even deserve to keep your impressions within me and let them breathe under my skin, and I'm sorry that I talk alot and sometimes nothing.

I'm sorry, perhaps I can never explain why, I don't know who I am.

She isn't the easiest girl to love

She isn't the easiest girl to love
She has this bad habit of overthinking
She tends to over react and gets a little insecure every once in a while
She will be needy for your attention
She wants to literally take up all your time
She isn't capable of fully trusting you
She has no problem pushing you away,
if she feels like you're close to hurting her.
Because all she wished for a love that will come slowly but deeply and stay as long as she survive.

May be you weren't the one for her,
but deep down she wanted you to be.
Loving her will stress you out
Loving her will make you angry
Loving her will break your heart at times
Loving her will test your patience
Loving her will challenge you
Loving her means you get to see her at her worst.
And, loving her may change you.
Because all she wished for a love that will come slowly but deeply and stay as long as she survive.

But, if she is in love with you
Then she can promise that you'll be loved like never before.
She is kinda a girl that will put all her trust in you until you get a reason not to.
She will never leave your side when you need her.
She is the girl who will not give up on you, if she really believes in you.
She is kinda girl who believes in love.
But,
May be she isn't the easiest girl to love
May be she's not the best at being loved
But, she is surely pretty amazing at loving.