A mother daughter's love that will never grow apart

You gave me life, and showed what is right.

You held me close and as a time went on you were strong enough to let me go.

You are my beacon of hope through every season.

You are my precious angle.

Your love has brought me comfort

And your heart gives me strength.

You have been a constant light, 

Always shining bright.

You gave me life and showed what is right.

When the world pulled me down,

your love helped me through.

There is nothing I can say, 

that will take your love away.

Through the heartache and the pain.

It was your love that still remained.

Because there is nothing in the world

Like a mother's love.

You have a light that never goes out.

A smile that will never fade.

A heart covered in love

And a spirit that's unshaken build to inspire.

Your charm shines like a distant star in the sky.

You are the true meaning of blessings.

When the world pulled me down,

your love helped me through.

There is nothing I can do,

that will change the love for me.

Through the heartache and the pain.

It was your love that still remained.

Because there is nothing in the world

Like a mother's love.

You are my only true home. 

The world is so different when you are around, more colours, more life, more everything.

You make my world a much better place.

~sareen yasmin

My kinda love

I wish for a love that will come slowly but deeply,

and stay as long as I survive.

I want unmatchable, unquenchable and pure kind of love.

I want, an expressive, fearless and effortless kind of love.

I don't wany just a romance, rather I want a devotional kind of love.

Don't promise me forever,

Don't show me false dreams.

Keep me away from all unreal romance.

Don't tell me that men and women are different,

Just sit with me and talk your heart out.

I don't need restrictions in our relationship,

Nor a need of having to always agree with each other.

I don't want us to be lost in ourselves as a couple.

All I want us to be well informed so we can grow as an individuals.

Because,

Love does not make people isolated

Love has no place for revenge and envy.

Love has no place for sadness and excuses.

Rather, love is a kind that makes people kinder and compassionate.

~sareen yasmin

इसे कैद कहूं, या मर्ज़ का वैध

एक मुद्दत से आरज़ू थी फुरसत की,

मिला तो इस शर्त पे की किसी से ना मिलो ।

शहर का यूं वीरान होना कुछ यूं गज़ब कर गया

बरसो से परे गुमसुम घरों को आबाद कर गया ।

ये कैसा समय आया है कि ,

दूरी ही दवा बन गई है ।

ज़िंदगी में पहली बार ऐसा वक़्त आया है

इंसान ने ज़िन्दा रहने के लिए कमाना छोड़ दिया ।

घर गुलज़ार, सुने शेहर

बस्ती-बस्ती में कैद हर हस्ती हो गई है ,

आज फिर ज़िंदगी मेंहगी,

और दौलत सस्ती हो गई है ।

~Sareen Yasmin

The purest of all love

Title : The purest of all love

The bond that is the strongest and growing deeper each day.
The one who has always helped me to believe in dreams and in myself.
The back that I'll always have.
The one who is going to love me until my last breath.
This bond has a beginning, but there is never an end.

As I look back to see
I remember times spent on your knee.
The warm hugs, love and tenderness that keep me safe from harm.
I remember the way you say,
"If you could see what I see when I look at you, you'd definitely love you too".
"If you could see what I see when I look at you, you'd know there's nothing you can't do".
A firm but loving touch is what you gave me.
You helped me to learn to be strong and stand on my two feet.
And,
When I would look up into your eyes and all the love I would see.
I wonder,
How did I get so lucky,
You were the dad chosen for me.
You are my dad, my hero
You are the apple of my eyes.

In this ruthless world, full of fake people with their fake love
You are my true and eternal meaning of love and hope.
In every prayer I ask God,
Why did you called my dad so early?
Why did you left us alone?
And all I wish I could bring you back and never let you go.

You never said I'm leaving
You never said goodbye
You were gone before I knew it,
And only god knew why
A million times I needed you,
A million times I cried
If love alone could have saved you
You would have never died.

Be the change you want to see

"Self-love is not only necessary and good, it is a pre - requisite for loving others."

We are always getting ready to live, but never living and that's because we are running behind someone or the others footstep or try to change ourselves according to the surrounding. And then we ponder on bringing change.                                 
Nothing changes until you change. We live in an externally focused world where we buy into the notion that our lives will change when we make more money or get a better car or achieve more status. And yet, when we receive things, we are left empty and unfulfilled. True success comes from inner success. Dedicate yourself to know who you truly are. Reconnect with your brilliance. Walk towards your fears. Evaluate the quality of your life and what you want it to stand for. Reflect on the beliefs that are limiting you and ponder where you've picked them up from. The best investment you will ever make is investing in your best self.

Aren't feelings greater than sex ?

Title : Aren't feelings greater than sex ?

Are sex greater than feelings ?
Until I was far away from infatuation
I wondered what's wrong with little cuddling?
What's wrong with holding hands and sitting for hours?
What's wrong in being with someone without physical cohabitation?
And this made me wonder,
Aren't feelings greater than sex?
But,
The voice inside me whispers to me like the wind whispers through the trees,
It pokes at the freckles on my face as if they were mountains in the sea,
It nags me awake at night as if my mind was unstoppable,
And all it says was never fall for sex,
Because feelings will always be greater than sex.

Since my idea of love is too real for this fake world.
I hide in my body as a dog hides from thunder,
I hide myself in my own cells,
I am hide myself from this unreal world.
Pushing my smile and happiness down into a hole,
In search of one permanent soul who would understand my silence better than my words.
Because the voice inside me always says feelings are much more than sex.

I hope you receive whatever you desire
I hope you receive healthy love
I hope you you can see it with your eyes and feel it in your bones
I hope you meet someone who knows how to love
I hope weak love lets your heart go and make your mind free
I hope you meet patience, dismiss, hatred and learn to forgive unappreciative love.
Above all I hope you love yourself because that's where love begins
And all I want you to know that love conquers all.
Because once you fall for feelings, the voice inside you will also tell you feelings will always be greater than sex.

I don't know who I am.

I can't be the same person everyday, but I don't even want to be a different entity.
It's like releasing toxins within the body and consuming its own cells.
It's like questioning about your own existence.
It's like sitting alone in front of the crowd waiting for no one.
It's like a dog looking for a comfortable space around you when you're restless within yourself.

I'm not even sure about the songs I'm playing selectively, voice screaming invisibly are heavier than I ever thought it would be.

I might be waiting for myself to get accustomed to talking about the other side.
But I don't even deserve to keep your impressions within me and let them breathe under my skin, and I'm sorry that I talk alot and sometimes nothing.

I'm sorry, perhaps I can never explain why, I don't know who I am.

She isn't the easiest girl to love

She isn't the easiest girl to love
She has this bad habit of overthinking
She tends to over react and gets a little insecure every once in a while
She will be needy for your attention
She wants to literally take up all your time
She isn't capable of fully trusting you
She has no problem pushing you away,
if she feels like you're close to hurting her.
Because all she wished for a love that will come slowly but deeply and stay as long as she survive.

May be you weren't the one for her,
but deep down she wanted you to be.
Loving her will stress you out
Loving her will make you angry
Loving her will break your heart at times
Loving her will test your patience
Loving her will challenge you
Loving her means you get to see her at her worst.
And, loving her may change you.
Because all she wished for a love that will come slowly but deeply and stay as long as she survive.

But, if she is in love with you
Then she can promise that you'll be loved like never before.
She is kinda a girl that will put all her trust in you until you get a reason not to.
She will never leave your side when you need her.
She is the girl who will not give up on you, if she really believes in you.
She is kinda girl who believes in love.
But,
May be she isn't the easiest girl to love
May be she's not the best at being loved
But, she is surely pretty amazing at loving.

My human diary!

Every tall girl needs a short best friend!

Best friend would be an understatement for her. Rather she is my constant, my soulsister, love of my life, my lifeline and a perfect human diary. The journey from friends to best friends held a story that could never be explained. I feel I've known her forever. She is the best part of me. She makes the world a better place.

Little things she does for me nobody else makes me feel good. I like to sit with her,roam around with her, and of course hear her never ending stories. And I like that we share a secret or two, together. She is the one who has always been there with me through the good, stood by me through the bad and supported me through the time I struggled. She has seen me at my best and my worst.

Life wouldn't be as beautiful as it is without this creep. She brings a fountain of happiness and bundle of joy with her. There is some mutual wish happening with this girl and nothing can be compared to or be a substitute for my lady love.

Okay! Let me define her what actually she is for me.....
My forever go to person
The Monica to my Rachael
The Serena to my Blair
My small little world that makes me the most happy person alive.
She is solution to my every problem.
And, a sibling with a different surname, with a different home, but the same soul.

If I ever find myself struck, she can be my map,
If I ever find myself lost in dark, she can be my light.
I can count on her no matter what.

Just another day when I wish to be with her, she has given me so much to learn, keep and to the special bond that we share.
Thank you for accepting my weird habits and my strange thoughts.
Thank you for being not just my person, but my person who never left.
Thank you for being my music in otherwise dull life.
Thank you for making me do stupid stuffs with you.
Thank you for your useless love advice.
Thank you for being the most beautiful part of my life.

In the past 20 years, she is the most precious gift I ever received in my life and I can say this until my last breath. I could never stop talking about her. I am not selfish but, when it comes to her I'm just to  possessive to share her. Smiling, loving and sticking by each other through all... cause that is what best friends do. **And a kala tika for this bond**:D

Thank you for being their for me, thank you for making my existence meaningful.
Tbh, to be the god mother of your children is my hope of life;P
Making them crazy as us is my hope of life;)
And today, I promise that if you ever leave me, I will find you, and I will kill you.
And yes, I love you, a lot, a hell lot.
Friends, forever, promise?

Friendship at first sight.

You must have heard of love at first sight but very few of us are lucky enough to have friendship at first sight.

I never thought life *( to be more precise college)* :P , will give me the two most beautiful sidekicks of my life. Nobody knew for the next three years we are gonna live the story of soulsisters at first eye contact.
I never believed that something like telepathy exists, but eventually the bond which we three shared gave me a second chance to think about it over again.
College wouldn't be that easy without these two creeps. The bond we share is incredible, nobody can describe our friendship not even us. It is something beyond words. Unlike every group of three friends, we are totally different from others. Each one of us has a unique talent (p.s. not to be shared );P. We live in our own small world, enjoying every second of our life. Our college life like all others are full of ups and down. There are people who like  us and of course people who dislikes us, but we don't give a damn about that:D.

College is all about making memories, living life to the fullest, ticking off every dream of our wishlist and make every moment of college wroth remembering. With good partners every journey is even more beautiful that we could every thought of, and friends are like spices who make college much more delicious.

In the journey of life we meet some strangers with whom we travel on the unknown path of life and those strange faces turns out to be our lifelines , our friends. There are people around me who knows my habit, my conditions , my emotions but they both understands my every action and reaction. With them I can be who I am, and that is what real friends are.

If I ever find myself struck , if I ever find myself lost in dark, if I ever find myself in any sort of trouble I can count on them like 1, 2 , 3.....and they'll be there cause that's what friends are supposed to do... I thank God to make my college life worth remembering who are there with me in making lovely memories to be cherished life long, cause with them I can skid in sideways, completely worn out and can say on top of my voice, " HOLY SHIT "! THAT WAS A RIDE! THAT IS HOW I WANNA GO!!

I don't want infatuation, I want love

I am not begging for this kind of love, I deserve it.
I don't want infatuation, I want love.
I don't need your permission, I want my freedom of expression.
I want that kind of love that has never been written in any book,
That is the novel I wish to write.
Let your action speak louder than your words,
Don't buy me presents, just be present for me.
I want unmatchable, unquenchable and  pure kind of love.
I don't want infatuation, I want love.

I don't need greeting cards, I want immense mutual respect.
I don't want to go out on dates, rather I want to dance under the sky and the stars.
I don't need you to send me smiley emoticons, I want you to make me smile.
I don't need it for my social media, but I want a real romance.
I don't want infatuation, I want love.

Don't promise me forever,
Don't show me false dreams.
Keep me away from all unreal romance.
Don't tell me that men and women are different,
Just sit with me and talk your heart out.
I don't need restrictions in our relationship,
Nor I need us having to always agree with each other.
I don't want us to be lost in ourselves as a couple.
All I want us to be well informed so we can grow as an individuals.
Because,
Love does not make people isolated.
Love has no place for revenge and envy.
Love has no place for sadness and excuses.
Rather love is a kind that makes people kinder and compassionate.

I don't want infatuation, I want love.
A devotional kind of love, not just a romance.
I want, a expressive, fearless and effortless kind of love.
I don't want infatuation, I want love.

Broken but beautiful

My dear lovers ,
If you are broken today ,
don't be afraid to shatter tomorrow.
Learn to shatter,
because even Romeo entered the coffin with Juliet.
Learn to shatter ,
because even Shahjahan was buried with Mumtaaz.
Look, love doesn't dies even though lovers do.
True lovers are not afraid of being broken again.
What kind of a love it is,
that you aren't afraid to lose ?
What kind of traveller you are,
who doesn't have a home ?
If you are on a journey ,
relax and breathe in.

So my dear lovers,
wrap yourself in this tattered blanket of love.
You have walked the straight path for too long ,
don't be afraid to take a turn for yourself.
Hold each other's hand for the journey not for the destination.
Let your love choose their own path.
You may live apart , but at least have the courage to do so.
What will happen if you break again ?
You'll rise up and say "I did it all over again".

So my dear lovers ,
Repeat and repeat it all over again,
that you are broken ,
broken but beautiful.
And beautiful is strong enough to be broken again.